Unexpected News

This past Tuesday, I drove to Stanford Cancer Center to receive the results from my CT scan. It is an unnerving time – the days and then hours leading up to that appointment. Your mind is filled with possibilities of what the news will be and all you can think is, “will my life radically change today?”

Three weeks earlier when I met with Dr. Fisher, I told him that I had an explanation for all of the pains in my body (of course I had determined that none of the pain was related to tumor growth). He looked at me and laughed.  He responded that while he appreciated my optimism, he believed that much of the pain was due to tumor growth. However, he told me that we could stick with my theories until we got the results from the CT scan.

Well – on Tuesday – I got the laugh! Apparently, my cancer has remained stable and a couple of tumors may have even decreased a little.

Wow. We really weren’t expecting that news. I had mentally prepared myself for ramping up my efforts to seek new treatment options. But – I’m not there yet. Instead of gearing up for what was sure to be a rough road ahead, I got another infusion of my wonderful PDL-1.

It was a good day. More than that – it made it a good week.

Sometimes unexpected news can be the best news there is…

January 5, 2008

Seven years ago I woke up in Mercy Hospital in Des Moines, Iowa to learn that I had colon cancer. I will never forget that day. I was overwhelmed – fear, shock and sadness washed over me.

When I first started this blog, I implored everyone who read it not to share with me any statistics – since my oncologist wisely told me that I wasn’t a statistic.

Since January 5^th of 2008, I have proven my oncologist right. I am not a statistic. Since then, I have seen the statistics and have learned that I should have been under ground years ago.

But – I’m not. Today I am alive and thriving. I still have cancer – but it hasn’t stopped me from living a full life.

I’m here because of all of the amazing support that I have received over these many years – from my oncologists, my surgeons, my complementary medicine practitioners, my religious leaders, my friends, my colleagues, people who I have never met and from God. I am so blessed to have so many in my corner – cheering me on.  Thank you. I am so very very very grateful.