My body
has learned how to fight cancer.
On
Thursday, I received the news. My CT scan showed that both lymph
nodes that had been radiated had decreased in size. But, the news
that really thrilled everyone at Stanford was that even the tumors that were
not radiated significantly decreased in size. The only explanation was that the
study worked. By combining immunotherapy with radiation, my immune
system learned how to recognize cancer as a foreign body and killed
it. This is huge.
Let me
say it again…. This Is Huge.
Drs.
Kohrt and Fisher, along with all of the wonderful support staff of nurses and
coordinators, were joyous when they shared the news. Dr.
Fisher thanked me for making him famous. Dr. Kohrt was grinning from
ear to ear. My girlfriend Shelley (who came with me to hold my hand
in case of bad news) and I were crying. Thursday was a day filled
with a lot of hugs. When I saw my radiation oncologist that night
(coincidentally there was a colon cancer event at Stanford that evening), he
was beside himself with joy. He said that while they hoped that
their theory would work, they had no idea if it would actually pan
out. They were making it up as they went along...this had never been
done before on a colon cancer patient. But, they guessed
right. He kept emphasizing that because we proved it could work, he
would now be able to make the case for others to follow the same
protocol. He was so happy about how this will open up opportunities
for so many others.
I can
breathe again.
So much
of this journey has been about self-exploration. Digging deep within
to find strength to continue the battle, when it appeared
hopeless. As you all know, I’ve approached this cancer holistically
– depending not only on the brilliance of my Stanford docs but also trying to
do what I could to help my body succeed (acupuncture, Chinese herbs, changes in
eating, yoga, speaking to spiritual leaders and healers of all kinds,
visualization and so many other approaches). But – what we’re doing
now with my immune system is the ultimate in self-healing. My body
has just proved that it is capable of fighting cancer itself. In an
ideal world, we won't need to poison cancer (and the rest of the body) with
chemotherapy and hope that if we throw enough toxins at it, it will kill the
cancer for the long haul. That method hadn’t worked for me. The chemo was never strong enough to have a
lasting impact. But we finally found something stronger than cancer
– the immune system. And now with a little help from
Genentech, a patient's immune system can now heal the body itself.
So what’s
next for me? Every 3 weeks for the next several months I’ll continue
to go to Stanford for my PDL-1 immunotherapy drug. In 3 months I’ll
get another CT scan. They believe that we’ll see continued
reductions in the size of the tumors because the radiation that I had last
month will continue to break down the tumors and enable the immunotherapy to do
its job. The hope is that when we hit the one-year mark,
all of the tumors will be gone. We’ll then monitor me for the next
couple of years to ensure that the tumors don’t grow. We may end up
adding more radiation. We may end up adding more
immunotherapy. The beauty is that because we know that these both
work on my tumors, they remain a part of our arsenal to use for as long as we
want.
It is a
time of much happiness in our household. As Colorectal Cancer
Awareness Month comes to an end, I am feeling grateful for the care that I have
been blessed to have had over the past 5+ years that has brought me to this
moment. I look forward to the day when we will be celebrating the
end of colorectal cancer. And – after receiving the results from
Thursday, I truly believe that day is not that far away….